Sometimes I feel silly for posting on here.
i just read some posts from a few months ago on here. embarrassing!!!
dear tumblr,
my life has been so odd the past few weeks. a 25 year old, extremely attractive man really really likes me and i… feel nothing. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? he is everything i have ever wanted and yet, i want nothing to do with him. i want a short, not-as-attractive, pot-smoking kid. ?!?!?!?!?! i’m so stupid. i tried to hard to make myself attracted to the nice, sweet, adorable man but i can’t do it. he seriously is so fucking sweet and tells me i’m beautiful and EVERYTHING. but all it does is annoy me. i want the guy who tells me how much of a fucking bitch i am, who treats me like shit, and makes me pay for everything when we hang out because he’s always broke cause he spends all his money on weed. what the EFFFFFFFF. whatever. i like what i like. somehow we’re perfect for each other. i don’t understand relationships. why are they so confusing? i’ve never had this problem until now. it’s like suddenly the opposite sex finds me desirable and want to make my life hell. FUCK THIS SHIT.
